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Oct. 16th, 2030 | 05:55 pm
mood: satisfiedsatisfied

This is an index of all my stories posted on this journal. Will be updated regularly. Stories are listed under fandoms. Mostly Draco/Ginny and Damon/Elena, but you will find some other characters in there too.

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Drabble: Letting It Out

Nov. 30th, 2012 | 02:28 pm
mood: angryangry

When: season 4, sometime in the distant future after 4x07

Inspiration/Concept: Caroline has barged into the Salvatore house and is yet again giving Damon shit for something "he did", and Elena has had more than enough.

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And you know what's so interesting to me, Caroline? Here you are judging me for loving a man who has been nothing but kind and supportive towards me, and yet, YOU are dating a mass murderer who would use me as a human blood bag if he could, who has killed my aunt, my uncle, and ME, not to mention countless other people around the world. Are you kidding me?! You might think you're all high and mighty, Caroline Forbes, but the truth is, you are just a selfish, self centred, controlling bitch who only cares about herself. And sooner or later, Klaus is going to figure it out and leave you because you cannot let people be.

Part of the Delena Drabble Series

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Fic: Heartbeat - Chapter 1

Nov. 23rd, 2012 | 02:38 pm
mood: okayokay

Story: Heartbeat: a delena season
Pairings: Damon/Elena
Summary: Follow Damon and Elena's journey as she becomes a vampire and has a change of heart. When Elena's heart stops beating, her feelings for Damon grow only stronger. My own spin on TVD season 4.

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"But you wouldn't be!" I yell back. "And you would've gotten to grow up and live the life that you wanted, the life that you deserve. And I know that I didn't used to get that, but I do now, and I wanted that for you, Elena," I tell her, no longer able to control my emotions. She looks upset, but I keep going. "And I would've gladly given that to you and let Matt die because I AM that selfish."

I move closer. "But you knew that already." She gulps. She's always so afraid of her feelings. It's ironic, considering she used to feed me that garbage about how it was "okay to feel, Damon." Bullshit.

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Fic: "Heartbeat" - Prologue

Nov. 23rd, 2012 | 02:23 pm
mood: rushedrushed

Story: Heartbeat: a delena season
Pairings: Damon/Elena
Summary: Follow Damon and Elena's journey as she becomes a vampire and has a change of heart. When Elena's heart stops beating, her feelings for Damon grow only stronger. My own spin on TVD season 4.

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Was I ready to die? My heart thudded for a second. Or it would have, if I weren't dead.

No. No, I really wasn't. And maybe it was weak and selfish of me to be like this, but I couldn't, didn't want to die. I had so much to do still, so much to see and taste and live, as ironic as that might sound. And then, there were things... those memories. I had to find out more about them. I needed some answers. So, no, in conclusion, I was not ready to die.
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Fic: "If I Said I Love You" - Chapter 4

Oct. 14th, 2012 | 05:06 pm
mood: accomplishedaccomplished

The next morning, Caroline and Elena sit on the porch of the grill, nursing coffees and faint headaches. The previous night's drama has taken it's toll on them, and at the moment, the girls want nothing more than to sit quietly under the morning sun and enjoy the warmth. Even Caroline, naturally averse to the sun, can't bring herself to move.

After a quiet 15 minutes of enjoying their coffee and croissants, Elena speaks up.

"I've decided that I'm going to have to figure this out, sooner rather than later," she says slowly.

Caroline looks at her, surprised. "Oh?" she says, an eyebrow raised.

Elena nods. "Yes. After everything we've been through, I owe Damon an answer. Even if it's a simple 'no'. I've been cowardly, hiding from it for so long, and it's just not good for any of us anymore."

Caroline smiles sadly at her. "I think you're right, Elena." She reaches forward to squeeze her friend's hand. "I know you're going to make the right choice for you. And no matter what happens, you know that I'm always going to be here for you. We all will be. Well, Bonnie might take a while to come around," she adds jokingly. "But she WILL come around, and we'll still be your friends."

She smiles thankfully at the blonde. "Well, my family," she winks and clinks her coffee cup to Caroline's in a mock toast. "Here's to the future."

"I'll drink to that!"

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Drabble: Hello, Goodbye

Jan. 15th, 2012 | 12:28 pm
mood: apatheticapathetic

She saw him as soon as she walked out. He was leaning against her car, the sun rays bathing him in light, catching the wisps of his hair and glowing on his skin. He was the most beautiful angel she had ever seen. His blue eyes stared straight ahead, and his jaw was set; he didn’t move, but she was sure he was watching her as she approached.

When she was close enough, she asked: “What are you doing here?”

He stood, and walked over to her, tiny smirk on his lips. “I came to say goodbye,” he said, giving her a small smile.

She looked at him, confused. “Goodbye? Are you going somewhere?”

He nodded, stuffing his hands in his pockets and looking away. “I’m leaving for a while.”

She felt the conversation grow a little bit heavier, and wondered where this was going.

“Well, how long are you going to be gone for?” she frowned, not quite understanding. He left town every once in a while, to run errands or meet people. Why was he making a big deal out of this?

He watched her for a moment before answering: “I don’t know. I’m- it’s not a social trip; I’m moving,” he said slowly, trying to use human terminology that she might better understand.

She sucked in a breath at this, the gravity of the situation suddenly hitting her. She dropped her frown and came closer to him, looking shocked.

“You’re leaving? As in moving away and not coming back?” she exclaimed.

He nodded, saying nothing.

She stared at him for a minute, too dumbfounded to say anything. This was completely out of the left field. Stefan had just come home… they had spent so much time bringing Stefan home. Just when everything was perfect, why was he leaving?

After a few minutes, he cleared his throat. “So, I just-” he started, but she cut him off.

“Why are you leaving? I don’t understand,” she said, looking more lost than ever.

He looked at her as if it was obvious, but she simply stared at him, her eyes begging for an explanation.

He sighed, and said: “There’s nothing here for me anymore,” he shrugged. “I came here to find Katherine, but turns out, she didn’t want to be found. I came here looking for love, and I didn’t find it - at least not the way I wanted it.”

He took his hands out of his pockets, and brought them up to cup her face.

“I met you, and you’ve had more faith in me than anyone else has in my entire life,” he said sincerely. “And I wanted to thank you for that. I know, I’ve caused you pain, but I hope- I hope that after everything between us, you and I can part as good friends.”
She felt her eyes well up in tears as he spoke, and she fought an urge to run away from him, from this situation that she’d never wanted to face.

He smiled, and wiped her cheek, bringing his forehead down to hers. “Thank you, Elena. Your friendship has meant more to me than you will ever know.”

He pressed a soft kiss on her forehead then, and stepped back. She looked at him with teary eyes, her face vulnerable and open.

“How can you say there’s nothing here for you?” she whispered, hurt. “I’m here! If you really value my friendship that much, why are you leaving, Damon? I don’t understand.”

He looked at her sympathetically, but made no move to come closer again. “I told you, Elena,” he said shaking his head. “There’s just nothing left here for me anymore.”

“But what about me?” she asked accusingly. “How can you leave me? Did you even think about me? Don’t leave, Damon, don’t do this.” she hiccupped.

“You have Stefan, now,” he replied sombrely. “I told you I would bring my brother back to you, Elena, and I did. You have Stefan now, and you have the opportunity to make your dreams with him come true. There’s nothing more left for me to do. Stefan will protect you.”

“Just because Stefan is back doesn’t mean you have to leave! I want you here, Damon. I need you. We’re friends,” she said.

“Doesn’t that count for something?”

“We are friends, and I’ve just finished telling you, that it means very much to me, believe me. But, I need love, Elena. I’ve spent the last 146 years walking around this earth, looking for it. I thought I had it with Katherine, but I was wrong. I thought I fell in love with you, and… well, it wasn’t meant to be.” He looked sad for a moment as he spoke, but the look disappeared as soon as it had come, replaced with a mask of indifference.

“I- I don’t want you to leave because of me,” she said, grasping at straws. “This is your home, Damon. Don’t leave, not because of me.” She reached down to grasp his hands, pleading.

He smiled as if she’d said something silly. “Why would I want to stay if I couldn’t be with you? This town means nothing to me, Elena, without you.” He pulled her closer to him again, putting his arms around her.

“I love you, Elena,” he said softly against her hair. “And I am so glad to have made you happy. But now that I know that you’re happy with my brother, it’s time for me to leave. To go away and find some of that peace for myself. I know it seems sudden, but you have to let me go.”

She held on to him tighter as spoke, unable to fathom such a thing. “But what if I can’t? What if I don’t want to?” she whispered, her tears soaking into his shirt.

He smiled sadly. “Well, the bitter truth of life, Elena, is that we don’t always get what we want. Take it from me.”

He sighed and bent down, bringing his face close to hers. “I’m sorry it has to be this way, but you don’t have a choice anymore,” he whispered. “I love you, remember that.”

“No,” she said, shaking her head. She refused to believe this was the end. It couldn’t be.

He closed his eyes and inhaled her scent one last time. Leaning forward, he pressed a soft kiss on her tear-soaked lips. “Goodbye, Elena,” his said.

And when she opened her eyes, he was gone, his voice lingering in the wind.

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Dec. 28th, 2011 | 03:10 am
mood: sleepysleepy

Helloooo there!

I haven't done updates in a while, but now that I'm on winter vacation, I've got a bit more time to write and stuff. I finally updated my Draco/Ginny story "After All". Chapter 10 is up and available for your reading please (please review after you ready!). I just finished drawing the outline for the next chapters, and as it stands now, I believe there will be 6 more chapters, and an epilogue to the story. The only thing I can tell you about it is that it's going to get darker before it gets brighter. Draco and Ginny are always teetering on the edge of happiness, and they need to let go of past resentments, mistakes and regrets in order to tip over the edge and fall into complete happiness. 

On the Damon/Elena front, I have recently started a new series of one-shots called "The Delena Drabble Series", which will house all of my Delena one-shots and drabbles that don't belong elsewhere. I have already added one piece to it, and am currently working on the next. I have not yet started working on the next chapter to "If I Said I Love You", but I anticipate working on it soon - the next chapter is going to have breakfast with Caroline, and running into Damon at the Grill - imagine how that will go! I think this story has a few more chapters in it - Elena really needs to confront Stefan and come to terms with her feelings for Damon before she can tell him she loves him, and he is not going to making it easy for her. I'm not going to focus on Stefan or the rest of the characters much in this story at all because it is mainly a story about Damon and Elena's love for each other, and how they (finally) confront it. I believe in the "slow-and-steady" approach, so don't expect her to go running into his arms as soon as she sees him. These things take time.

Anyway, that's all I got on me right now. Now that I have the outlines for After All chapters, hopefully should start writing the next chapter tomorrow. And the IISILY chapter too (God, why did I choose that long name? :P).

Until next time!
Goodnight and goodluck,

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Drabble: The Gentleman Visits A High School

Dec. 27th, 2011 | 01:20 am
mood: scaredscared

She noticed him standing by her locker and she wondered how he even knew which one it was. He smiled at her when he spotted her approaching, and she couldn’t help but give a tiny smile back.

“What are you doing here?” she asked, opening her locker to shove some books inside.

“I came to pick you up,” he said with a shrug, as if it was obvious.

“You came to pick me up?” she repeated sceptically.

“Wow, high school standards must be really diving if this is how bad your comprehension is,” he said dramatically.

She rolled her eyes, and began walking to the parking lot; he fell in step beside her. Coming out, she saw his blue, Chevrolet Camaro parked just by the curb.

“So where are we going?” she asked, curiously.

“Somewhere,” he said noncommittally, nudging her towards the car.

She frowned.  “No… You tell me where we’re going, and then I’ll decide if I want to come with you.”

“Get in the car, Elena,” he said as if talking to a child. “You’ll see when we get there.”

“No,” she pouted, and he found it adorably annoying.

He shot her a fake smile and said: “Will you get in the car, or do I have to throw you over my shoulder and carry you there?”

“Stop being such a caveman,” she huffed. “You know, most men would just hold the door open,” she added in an annoyed tone.

He rolled his eyes and walked forward, opening the passenger door for her. “Your chariot awaits, Ms. Gilbert,” he said with a bow.

She giggled and moved forward, grinning. “Why thank you, Mr. Salvatore. How kind,” she said with a playful smile as she settled herself in the seat. He shook his head and closed the door, walking around to the other side. She giggled as he settled down beside her, feeling light-hearted for the first time in months.

When: season 3, sometime between episode 3 and 4.

Inspiration/Concept: Damon goes to pick up Elena from school, but things - of course - don't go smoothly. Plus points for Damon bemoaning the state of modern American education.

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After All: Chapter 10

Dec. 26th, 2011 | 09:58 pm
mood: lethargiclethargic
music: "For the First Time" by The Script

Story: After All
Rated: M
Pairings: Draco/Ginny
Lord and Lady Malfoy used to be passionately-in-love fools called Draco and Ginny. Ten years into their marriage, they live like strangers in the same house, barely speaking to one another. What happened in the ten years past, and how did they get here? Can things ever be repaired? Read as Ginny and Draco confront their past and embark on a journey to forgiveness and resurrection.
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He nodded. “It makes sense,” he smirked. “This is why I love coming here with you, Ginevra. You always seem to make the art more interesting than it is. Not to mention, you understand it better than I do.”

She smiled. “Or maybe, you just like to play dumb so you can make me feel smart,” she teased.

He laughed at that, throwing his head back and showing off a slight hint of dimples. “I don’t think you need any help in that department, my dear.”

They stood there, eyes sparkling as they smiled at each other. It felt so good to be able to tease again, even if it was just for a moment.
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Quotes: "Love does that Damon, it changes us."

Dec. 16th, 2011 | 10:27 pm
mood: thoughtfulthoughtful
music: "For the First Time" by The Script

I think this is such a simple, yet eloquent quote. Andie says this to Damon during their first time together, when he bemoans that he's in love with Elena (whom he believes he can never have). He says that he can never be the man she wants him to be, and Andie tells him that maybe he can. That maybe his love for Elena has changed him more than he's realized.

I think this sentiment is so powerful because it's so true. Love does change us. When we care about someone, when we choose to let them into our hearts and allow them affect and alter our reality - that changes us. Every person you love or care about (or even hate) has some kind of an impact your choices and decisions, and perceptions. Love changes your world view. It forces you to put someone else's happiness before your own, and it's devastating in a sense because you can so easily lose yourself in that kind of a selfless shift. But it happens anyway because that's what love is.

It's the beautiful and bittersweet truth.

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